I love new beginnings.  It is fun to start new jobs, live in a new house, start a new relationship.  How fun is that? I wish that life was a series of new events.  However, to have a new event, you have to finish something.  That usually sounds good.  Let's finish the project, let's finish the job - but what about that relationship?  That is usually harder to end. 
I love new relationships, I just wish that the old ones didn't have to end.  I feel as if life is a roller coaster at times.  I wonder do I really want to do this ride again?  Yes it is exhilarating, it is crazy ass fun!   It is just the ending that can really cost.   I always wonder afterwards, maybe I am just riding the wrong ride.